“The hardest thing to do in this world is to live in it.”

Name: Abel Sato
Birthday: July 9th
Age: 23
Occupation: Bartender, Shy college student, avoids conflict.
Orientation: Bisexual
Faceclaim: Nicholas (&team)
Pronouns: He/Him
Unique trait: Artistic // plays guitar // good at dancing // Soft spoken.
Dislikes: liars, Any kind of vegetable.

Abel learned early what it meant to be unwanted. His father left when Abel was still young enough to think abandonment was his own fault. The man believed Abel would never be “useful,” never strong enough or talented enough to be worth the effort of raising. He didn’t say goodbye, just disappeared, leaving behind a silence that followed Abel for years. That absence shaped him more than any presence ever could, planting a quiet but persistent need to prove that he mattered.After his father left, Abel was raised by his mother, a woman who loved him but was drowning in her own demons. Drugs and alcohol were constants in their lives, sometimes dulling her pain, sometimes amplifying it. Abel learned how to read her moods the way other kids learned multiplication, when to stay quiet, when to make himself scarce, when to step in and take care of things no child should have to manage. Love in their household was inconsistent, fragile, and often overshadowed by survival.They drifted from motel to motel, places that smelled like stale smoke and cheap disinfectant. Each room was temporary, each address forgettable. Abel grew used to packing quickly, never fully settling in, never letting himself believe he belonged anywhere. School was a challenge, not because he lacked intelligence, but because stability was a luxury he didn’t have. Still, he found refuge in drawing, scraps of paper, napkins, old receipts. Art became the one thing that stayed with him no matter where they ended up.As Abel grew older, he became self-reliant out of necessity. When he was finally old enough to get a place of his own, it wasn’t much just a small, cramped space but it was his. For the first time, he had a door he could lock, a room that didn’t come with a checkout time. He took a job bartending at a local bar, ironic in a way that wasn’t lost on him, given his mother’s struggles with alcohol. Still, the job paid the bills, and behind the counter he learned how to listen, how to read people, how to be charming when he needed to be. Humor became both a shield and a tool something he used to survive and to connect.Despite everything, Abel never let go of his dream of becoming an artist. No one around him believed it was realistic. Some thought it was childish, others thought it was a waste of time. But Abel had spent his whole life being underestimated, written off before he had a chance to grow. He enrolled in college, scraping together money from long shifts and late nights, fueled by stubborn determination rather than support.In college, Abel carried his past with him not as an excuse, but as proof of how far he’d already come. His art was raw, emotional, and honest, shaped by years of instability, loss, and quiet endurance. He wasn’t loud about his ambitions, but they burned deeply inside him. Every piece he created was a way of reclaiming his story, of turning pain into something meaningful.Abel is shaped by abandonment, but he is not defined by it. He’s resilient, observant, and deeply empathetic, someone who understands brokenness because he grew up inside it. Though he still struggles with self doubt and the lingering fear that he’ll never be enough, he continues forward creating, believing, and proving, if only to himself, that he was always worth something.
Abel, Had been bitten violently on the night of a full moon, dealing with now becoming a wolf has it struggles. He can shift fully into a big black wolf with yellow eyes.

Hello and welcome, my name is Kira,I am a 26 year old writer whom may not always be online but is always excited to meet new people. I can be pretty slow at times since we all have a life outside of writing but I will always get to things when I do have time.Anyone is always welcomed to hop in dms or tag me in random things since I am always down to write.I am descriptive and have been writing for three plus years, I do not do nsfw based only everything needs to be written out, so if that is what you are looking for you have come to the wrong person.I do also write in discord as well and will give that out if I do feel comfortable with you.Any drama or problematic people will be blocked automatically as I do not have time for that in my life.Again we are all here to create stories and escape from our everyday lives so Happy writing and I can't wait to meet and write with all of you!-----------------------------
Disclaimer, I have absolutely no affiliation with Nicholas or &team this is strictly for RP purposes.

People that Abel has bonded with and holds a special place in his heart. P.s : Abel is single ship.

Eui- Jae @sweeterlilac"My life didn't have meaning until I met you."
His entire world in a person, Abel had fallen deeply in love with Eui-Jae and wouldn’t have it any other way.

Gaito -- @th3rd_horseman
The one that saved him from himself, Abel feels a deep bond with Gaito. He views him as the father figure he never had and relies on him a lot.

Kuro -- @shdwlss
Abel views Kuro like a brother, he enjoys showing him how to do things and often enjoys when they spend time painting or drawing together.

Yin-Lang --@S1lver__W0lf
It was a random encounter, however one that Abel would cherish forever. Yin-Lang became like a sister to Abel, always bickering and even playing video games.